So my plan for this quarter was to make it a full of creating & project. And… things were going smoothly until halfway through. I still managed to touchgrass in July and August.
I had a super wholesome moment: getting a gift from my oomfs. I also had an experience that made me profoundly scared: AI psychosis in a family member. And bitter of getting two motorcycle stolen in my first try business with someone I trusted. All of that really shows the current world and tech, and I learned so many valuable things because of it.
I started post my creation, art, and build activities on Xitter in August, which was really fun, but then my Windows 10 suddenly go puff. So yea, September was spent in front of puter drasticly pivot for a better system (Linux) hehe.
Overall, this quarter was still pretty good! And I’m really grateful for all the moments this quarter brought!
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2025-07-publish
This month has been pretty bright for me, coldy summer has just started!
I still like to go outside and grass stuff, but not as frequently as in previous. Still, outside is fun, especially sharing it with friends.
Something happened that left me scared and panic: someone in my family was affected by AI psychosis, yes, you heard that right. That’s one of the most terrifying and dystopian things I’ve ever witnessed in real life. Thankfully, everything could be handled. I spent time giving advice as someone who knows about tech field and little bit psychology.
Beside that, finally was able to functioning the garage, it’s finished! And to start my micro business, I found a partner (who then rob my motorcycle a month later kek) that’s pretty bruh story.
This month I’m excited to play MechaBreak. I love controlling mechs in video games, I get a real dopamine rush feeling like anime.
And my highlight on the internet is: I started posting my art, yippies! That’s my dream, to somehow be an artist on the internet! Before this, I tried to become an internet artist for a long time, but it never worked well for my sanity and well-being. But this time, it’s the happiest I’ve ever felt posting on my account. I’m glad to exist on the internet!
first art posted on Xitter: https://x.com/main_experiment/status/1949130785585590662?s=20
What a pretty month! I’m very grateful.
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2025-08-publish
This month, I could say, a pretty month. Why? I’m starting to be more stable individual and bullish. I try to back to art, tackling my artblock, and posting art with the tiny bit of confidence, and little bit of audience I have.
Besides that, I enjoy building silly things to make my internet experience sillier, like creating userscripts for Xitter. I’m trying to vibe with some AI to code, which is pretty fun to me.
I go jogging every day too, even when it’s sometimes late at around 10 PM, I still make time to run outside like a batman, and that feels very nuts. I sometimes run 3 times with short distances. I’m happy to have an active bones instead of a stagnant body with my mind scattered everywhere.
I’m trying to make my creative activities sustainable, then… at the end of the month, my Windows 10 computer crashed without reason. Yoloed, I hopped full-dive on Linux, and everything was alright. Why not Windows 11? Eww… And yeah, that became the biggest disruption of the year.
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2025-09-publish
This month started with tinkering day and night, trying to bring my puter back to life. Not financially enough to just hop on another decent machine, but hey creativity loves constraints!
Fully hyperfocused on Linux. Earlier this year, I had installed Linux, but I didn’t make it my primary OS. This time it’s time to be serious for a full dive-in. In the process, I became a hopperslop, researching several systems that met my criteria and ideals. And eventually, I’m sticking with NixOS, and ditching Windows from my main machine.
Windows error has cancelled my plans for this month’s quest and disrupted Q3-Q4 projection. I need to make a new map to learn the new paradigm.
The process was brutal for me, sacrificing my schedule and sanity. Brutally honest, system error and getting betrayed, two of my motorcycles got robbed and flown to another island with someone I trusted for starting my first business, makes me kinda lost and depressed, my trust issue is getting humongous… But I’m pretty glad with my nerdiness, I can easily move on, continue to focus on my own things. I simply believe karma exists.
And yeah, Linux saves me, making me fall in love with computers at a deep level that other systems simply can’t reach.
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