This quarter I tried to rise up from blue mood, and yep, it works. Trying to do some outside-maxxing, climb mountain, go to beach, and sharing moments with internet.
Not everything went smoothly, I neglected this website. And I wasn’t doing my writing habit as diligently as last year. But the presence of the internet’s existence changed my view and my game, so yeah, this quarter was pretty good, so so grateful!
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2025-04-publish
This month, I’m in a post-slump state, and I want to get back up. The blue mood still lingers. Yet, on the other side, I’m happy to be present on the internet, trying to be social. Writing, jotting ideas, and yapping on x dot com.
What’s surprising is that, without posting any output, just an intuition to have fun, somehow I gained 500 followers haha, pretty lucky I guess.
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2025-05-publish
This month the beginning of outside-maxxing, I want to rise up from a blue mood. Out of the nowhere, I decided to go hiking climb mountain, to the beach alone. I brought a Panasonic CF-SX2 laptop as my only friends hehe.
I also had some fun with dirt bike, doing some little adrenaline rush. Shared photos on xitter, got a wholesome response, it’s very cute and I’m pretty happy with it.
Besides that, I’m also trying to build habits like jogging in the morning, fixing my sleep pattern by touching grass, only indoors for a short time. I’m also abussing some LLM apps so it can help me reorganize my life.
Yeah, I consider this month pretty wholesome. very grateful for what I achieved even though they are simple things.
Top mountain pic: https://x.com/main_experiment/status/1919604582050591145
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2025-06-publish
I can say this month has been pretty bright to me.
I continued my habit of going outside, slap up posts and shares. That makes my mental state calmer when using the internet. Speaking of outside, this month I accompanied Dad for trail running, I came along to take pic and document it. He’s very happy.
Besides that, this month is my birthday, yeay! I received several wishes, and in all my embarassing honesty, that might be the most birthday wishes I have received in my 20s. It makes me so happy, even if they are from strangers. Irl, birthday celebration was just a simple meal with family, I am pretty happy with that simple things.
Another thing is building a garage to start a motorcycle micro business. When I post bikes pic, some people asked, “Why do you have so many motorcycles?” Yup, they’re kind of a hobby.
Not all of it was bright though. I was kicked out of the only irl chat group that I cared about, and it makes me question the fake surroundings. But that’s alright, move on. I have to build my presence somewhere else and spend my energy on what I want.
The important things, I bought some plushies, because frankly, me very tired of this ultraminimalism. I really do love cute things, cuteness own my soul.
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