First 2025 quarter, my energy was skyrocketed in January, doing some extreme workouts and runs, that’s nuts when I reflect on it. In February, me trying back to the internet, online from zero genuinely, deploying this website, replying to random post on Xitter. Then March was a bit blue/down, but hey that’s okay, I’m slowly trying to rise up!
I’m grateful for the first quarter of 2025. So glad I’ve finally started the things I’ve been wanting to do for the past half-decade!
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2025-01-publish
Early year burst, exploding. Obession became my motto, like being possessed by David Goggins: Run 100km per week, up hills, in the rain, still stubbornly push through. What matters is strong desire and determination first, no clue how it’ll turn out later.
The start of the year just needs a big spark to become a pivotal moment. Also preparing bit by bit for what I’m going to fight for this year.
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2025-02-publish
The month I started existing on the internet again after not in publicity since the early 2020s. I made this website, trying to be active on x-dot-com or twitter from zero, knows nothing or how, my weapons is just the desire to exist as human.
I’m willing to be reply ranger, cluelessly replying to random posts, not knowing the bubbles here and there. It’s dark wilderness. Lots of scams in direct messages. I clearly remember my first follower was a bot that dm-ed trying to scam for art commissions. After that I got a follower who was a real person and happen to open art commissions too, I then commissioned. I consider that as the initial milestone for the genuine and support as my steps to move forward.
So basically this month is a new chapter for me to be present and participate in the huge internet. I am also grateful that within one month I gained fun online frens, the real human soul behind pfps, not trapped in a swarm of bots and end up craving fake numbers.
Besides that I am also having fun with drones and had a job as irl cameraman hehe.
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2025-03-publish
Earlier this month started gloomy, my childhood friend who had been knowing from elementary to high school passed away. That made me mentally shocked, he was a soldier and I considered him a hero.
This month I continued my activities to exist on the internet as genuinely as possible. Researching about my tiny tech bubble on the internet. And yea, a blue mental state brought my body into low energy. But it’s okay, all that’s temporary.
And besides that, I bought a legendary laptop! A Panasonic Let’s Note CF-SX2 for $50! I’ve been using a PC for the past two years because my previous laptop was broken. And yes, the Panasonic laptop isn’t in 100% perfect condition, but hey, I’m pretty happy with my purchase, a retro disc drive that pops-up looks super cool :D
Next month I try to be better :)
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