As long as I’m ruminating, I do love creating with everything inside the computer: drawing, digital image processing with their humongous filters, trying wide methods of deterministic & generated, 2D, 3D, code, be technical or vibing with feels, tickling different sides of the brain.
This first quarter of the year, the tech paradigm has shifted, jumping, rocketing, inflection point in almost every corner. Never in my nerd life have I felt so overwhelmed, yet it’s all suppressed with noise. What a pair of individual hands can do now is beyond terrifying.
I remind myself that I should kindly bloom creating and not be afraid to give love to the current world instead of spiraling into never-ending consumption, confusion, end up paralyzed by doom.
I find it poetic what humans can achieve lately, in the physical realm (outside of our intelligence): further than the moon. In the computational realm (inside of our intelligence): further than our understanding.
Soothing whispers of nostalgia that radiate delusional optimism are the way I care for my sanity on this afterlife internet. Be in motion, laugh, and share the goods with imaginary & real frens, forgiving the burden. Cheer the present moment and the little achievements we have.
All I want to say is: life is beautiful, and you’re beautiful. Don’t let them distract you by saying otherwise.