i need more than 24 hours in a day
too busy juggling between fixing my life & health (i’ve been on an everlasting cough & ptsd lately), strengthen cogsec, learning to do clanker agents to docs my infra (which the result still misses badly), tinker refined workflows in my creative processes, drawing, get back to the gym & run again for marathon prep,,,
i want to do so many freaking things that it makes me hate myself. how are you able to get many things done, how do you generalize it, is “lock in” the answer, or what, why does the world move so fast in front of my screen, maybe i just need to slow down, get back to touching that root grass, plant some veggies, pat a cat, be friend with birds chirping…
i want to feel the beauty of the world again